shitty week break down...... no presents except from my mom. not even a card, then Christmas with the in laws , thats right a whole day of constant judgment, and not being good enouph, always a pleasure, then christmas with titties which was alright, then crappy work , then finding a lie that kills me and make me want to never come home then i have to ask my dad for a loan so i can get a vehicle.

at the risk of sounding emo, i dont know if its the cold or what but my shit is acting up like crazy. i dont feel like myself , i need to get medicine before i make stupid decisions. like leaving

Christmas just doesnt feel like christmas it just feels like a forced happy day balls to the 25th

so ive decided to open a gecko farm, so i can take the toes and make a suit that i can use to become a master thief also deep revelation of the day - 39 is way to many so says mengtar

also no explinations so dont ask

sometimes you are just to much, i dont know what to say other than that

Im at my wits end, and i dont want to live this fake poser ass life anymore

damn im angry today

apparently, Eskimos in anchorage do lots of crack, and they are drunks. i have that on good authority. also they sole my ipod but not my earphones. damn

Well I've never done this before, its my first time so here we go......that was for mengtar. today is shitty but as mengtar stated"iron appedices and no surgeries is bballa by definition." and also my ipod was stolen from my desk, what the gay is that. my desk? seriously? You don't take a musicians music thats like taking out my heart taking one bite then wasting the rest....ahhhh not good. no one would steal bush's ipod, i would then hit him with his dog then repeatedly have sex with his daughters. thats what i would do, oddly enough im ok with that.grrr what the balls!!!!!!!!!!!!