seems things dont change

Its been a year and I sit in the same position as always, unhappy with work, life,wife,myself,and my crazy. This seems so odd to me because I used to be happy..... I think. Things have change a new job, I somewhere along the way stopped caring about anything, as far as others feelings twards me. And its been long enough that no one reads this anymore so I feel safe in continuing with it but in the end I think that if I don't change something I will explode. Thank you that is all.